Why do people toil through emotionly draining relationships by themselves? There could actually be any number of reasons..a sense of security(both/either emotional,financially), a sense of loyalty, fear of starting over. The point is, we do it. Or at least I use to do it. I've decided that feeling lonely when I am alone is bareable, but to feel alone when I'm with someone is pretty fucking depressing. As a result, I'm back in the wonderful world of dating. I just spent 3 months pursuing a woman,Kristina, with whom I had been in a childhood romance with, whom unbeknownst to me had no intention of being caught..Did I ignore the obvious signs? Or was I the victim of a drive-by one of Cupid's evil minions...Apparently as the song goes..love really don't live here anymore..

Posted by BiG_kiD at 7/06/2005 01:17:00 AM | Permalink | Comments

I have decided to research on-line dating. I have in the past submitted bios to various Personals sites, mostly out of boredom. As I have never gotten any promising responses, on-line dating lost its lustre long ago. Match.com, Lavalife, Yahoo Personals, you name it and I probably am registered there. This time though I plan to put forth an honest effort..I wonder though how honest is the average participant.... First stop, Yahoo...
Stay tuned..

Posted by BiG_kiD at 7/05/2005 02:39:00 AM | Permalink | Comments

When I Saw You Last

As you leaned towards me
Time stood still in anticipation
My heart became neither heavier nor lighter
But I was suddenly aware of its presence
Passionately pounding a primal beat
Deep from within my entire being
Needing a mere brush across my cheek from your lips
To make life worth living
As you walked away
My heartbeat slowed to keep in time with each footstep
As the rhythm that is us
Became a beautiful song that only I could feel
But never wanted to end.
mystic vibrations
Copyright ©2004 me.poetic


Silly as it may seem, this is a poem that I wrote for a former lover...as it turns out things didn't work out..It did mark an important time in our relationship though...

Posted by BiG_kiD at 7/03/2005 02:55:00 AM | Permalink | Comments

Why do people toil through emotionly draining relationships by themselves? There could actually be any number of reasons..a sense of security(both/either emotional,financially), a sense of loyalty, fear of starting over. The point is, we do it. Or at least I use to do it. I've decided that feeling lonely when I am alone is bareable, but to feel alone when I'm with someone is pretty fucking depressing. As a result, I'm back in the wonderful world of dating. I just spent 3 months pursuing a woman,Kristina, with whom I had been in a childhood romance with, whom unbeknownst to me had no intention of being caught..Did I ignore the obvious signs? Or was I the victim of a drive-by one of Cupid's evil minions...Apparently as the song goes..love really don't live here anymore..

Posted by BiG_kiD at 7/06/2005 01:17:00 AM | Permalink | Comments

I have decided to research on-line dating. I have in the past submitted bios to various Personals sites, mostly out of boredom. As I have never gotten any promising responses, on-line dating lost its lustre long ago. Match.com, Lavalife, Yahoo Personals, you name it and I probably am registered there. This time though I plan to put forth an honest effort..I wonder though how honest is the average participant.... First stop, Yahoo...
Stay tuned..

Posted by BiG_kiD at 7/05/2005 02:39:00 AM | Permalink | Comments

When I Saw You Last

As you leaned towards me
Time stood still in anticipation
My heart became neither heavier nor lighter
But I was suddenly aware of its presence
Passionately pounding a primal beat
Deep from within my entire being
Needing a mere brush across my cheek from your lips
To make life worth living
As you walked away
My heartbeat slowed to keep in time with each footstep
As the rhythm that is us
Became a beautiful song that only I could feel
But never wanted to end.
mystic vibrations
Copyright ©2004 me.poetic


Silly as it may seem, this is a poem that I wrote for a former lover...as it turns out things didn't work out..It did mark an important time in our relationship though...

Posted by BiG_kiD at 7/03/2005 02:55:00 AM | Permalink | Comments